please god tell me that i'm still asleep

Subject:	holding it in
Time:	1:26 pm.
Mood:	amused.

i sent out another resume this afternoon.
i'm just gonna keep throwing them out.

i saw girl with a pearl earing last night.
it was really good.
you have to pay close attention to the events of the movie to know whats going on.
i appreciate that.
plus it wasn't the classic scheme of a story.
also scarlett johannsen was in it.
she's hot.
i like her since ghost world.

i think i'm going to paint today.
the movie made me miss it.
i haven't painted anything in a while.
i started somethings but never really knew what i was doing with it.
i'm inspired now.

my parents are coming home around 9-10ish.
i hope matts not asleep when they get here.
i miss the little guy a lot.

tina paid for dinner last night.
she's really meloing out.
i don't think she hates me as much as she used to.
she even laughed at a few of my interjections to adam and carolyn making fun of eachother.
i love adam.
he really is a sweet guy.
i'm sure he wanted to kill himself last night though.
we were all nagging him immensely about stupid things.

well, i believe thats everything on my mind.
later.

Comments: do what you have to do.